gone elsewhere, try...

www.75films.com

still on the sundance...

check out particles of truth on the sundance channel in october.
http://www.sundancechannel.com/film/?ixFilmID=3578&rname=The+Film+Finder
or you can buy it
http://www.particlesoftruth.com/buy.html

have fun and go bananas!

jen

this pony: one of the most beautiful things

in case you have any spare money that you would like to give to a good cause, check out one of my personal favorites. www.bestfriends.org

the film will be playing on the sundance channel in July.
http://www.sundancechannel.com/film/?ixFilmID=3578&rname=The+Film+Finder
i feel a desire to perform closure even though it may be premature as there will probably be a few more updates. perhaps i am just feeling reflective. whatever and who cares.

"particles" cost a 160 grand and was made with soul but complete with its compromises. i learned a world about filmmaking from the experience (for all of the people who email me "should i make a movie?" the answer is "yes, fuck it, you only live once, do what you want: just do the prep work.") since making "particles", my own personal evolution has moved at an expediential rate. i have quite a bit going on and coming up but i am proud to say that i never put my work before my own development as a person and i hopefully never will. i hope to update you on my new projects (that is if i can stop writing poetry and staring at the stars that are really the ceiling for a moment). everything i wrote on the first page of this web site has disintegrated as i have recessed into my imaginary land that i call..."home, sweet home." i am working on the 75films site and it will soon be interactive and hopefully have guests and if we get it right, illustrate some of the confusion and beauty going on here on a moment to moment basis.

in any case, whoever is reading this (if you are interested) i have a few suggestions though dismiss what you want: (if you like bananas) check out looza's banana nectar juice (it taste like gerber baby food but better), check out al gore's film "an inconvenient truth" (even though i haven't seen it yet, it's an "of course"), check out being the best person you can be and leaving a positive mark on this planet, check out feeling the value in life, check out loving and being loved, and check out the truth; i've learned that though it sometimes hurts, it's usually beneficial.

as my father would say, "happy honolulu!"
even honolulu can appear depressing: http://www.honolulu.gov/cameras/waikiki_beach/waikiki.htm

p.s. check out my friend jen murphy's web site. a little short i made a while back is on there
http://www.shortfuzed.com/screeningroom.php?page=2

jen

cold but warm inside

particles of truth will be playing in march on the sundance channel. click here for link...
http://www.sundancechannel.com/film/?ixFilmID=3578&rname=The+Film+Finder
as always, it's also available on dvd.

other than that, i'm in a good head space and busy working on upcoming projects. visit www.75films.com for updates.

my brain has been stimulated in the best and strangest of ways recently. currently i am playing out "well i wonder" by the smiths.

stay warm and be well.
je

it's winter!

i just back from la which is warm and warm. fun.
the remaining showtimes for "particles of truth" on the sundance channel are for the very peculiar and perhaps dodgy who are awake at either
Tuesday 12.13.05 at 06:15 AM or Thursday 12.29.05 at 08:35 AM --i don't trust people who watch movies at these times!!
the image is of timothy cummings the artist who finally picked up his paintings from the film. i was sad to let go of them however the one in the picture resides on my wall. right now i am adjusting to the year being over and listening to clap your hands say yeah! to help me do so.

boo!

just wanted to let you know that "particles of truth" will be playing on the sundance channel throughout december. "particles" seems so far in the past at this point. moving on is just the nature of developing as a person and i have made a lot of progress. so until i can entertain you with my new insides, check out http://www.sundancechannel.com/film/?ixFilmID=3578&rname=The+Film+Finder
hope whoever is reading this is finding some peace (even if you're an asshole).

Tiina & Jennifer

if in austin

jen will be on a panel @ 11:30 am tomorrow (sunday) at the driskill hotel. panel is called "the business of film" and she'll be joined by michael barlow from paramount classics.

xo, shannon

Jennifer Elster & Shannon Upstill